October 15th, 2008
We have now been in Sweden for a while, and i havent written anything. werll to begin with my internet wasnt what I am used to it tooke me a while to figure out which company to go with.
Its been busy weeks first the girls had to get used to the public transportation, i thought honetsly it would take them longer then it acutally did. here the girls have to take a bus then a subway to get to school, its sad as the school in reality are pretty close but on the wrong subway line.
the girls learned amazingly fast both to use the travel planer on the computer and read the subway maps i havent gotten one single phone call saying mom i have no idea where i am and how to get home from here.
Frida can now go to dance in the city by her self and Lovisa manages to travel to her volleyball, and they also has been going to freinds by the public transportation this is a new kind of freedom for them.
they both have a extended school card which basically means they can travel whatever time during the day they want to just showing the little (expensive) card up.
We have also started the extensive renovation of our house, but that i have to write about in a other post.
have a great day
/m
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July 28th, 2008
My dear sweet friends b-day was coming up and i had no idea what to get her then her sweet girl reminded me that she wanted photos of the girls (mine and hers) in a spceal dress she really liked so said and done after a sleep over a very hot day we headed to her university as that would be a spcal place and toke some photos.
But it was such a hot day it was hard to stay out long, but we got some i think is pretty good here is a few that i like
I just had to try to play a littel in photoshop not sure if i like the result but well its a learning process
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July 7th, 2008
There is many good byes to be said in our house this summer i did one yessterday that was extra hard. Little Ida whom was supposed to be my cat went to her new home how she became adopted i dont realy know.
She came to me with her mom (Daisy) and her brother Emil when she was only four weeks i took one look at her and said this is the kittens I got beacuse i lost Delwyn.
They are amzingly cute russian blue maine coon mixes and looked like little teddy bears when we first got them
I did take her and her brother to the store for a few days while the kitten whom was there was in my home to recover from a cold i put a note up that she was mine but she got adopted anyway….
so yesterday i went to drop them off with a book with photos and notes from the time they been with us the baby blanket.
I miss her so bad allready and it hasnt been 24 hrs yet.. Its hard to say good bay and specaly to a kitten you keept kissing and telling she is mine.
we had a tuff time deciding on whom of these two we shoudl keep they are both so adoriable and often i was saying i wish i could just keep them all three, mom Daisy is the best cat i have in the house except she dont much care for my animals.
Emil is a bundle of joy his full of it you can allmost tell from this photo
we had a tuff time deciding on whom of these two we should keep they are both so adoriable and often i was saying i wish i coudl just keep them all three, mom Daisy is the best cat i have in the house except she dont much care for my animals.
Emil is a bundle of joy his full of it you can almost tell from his photo…
Here is ida a few days after she came she was a cuddle bug but little shy…
look at those ears are they not, just the cutest ever?????
Photos i took for a flyer
these i never used
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July 7th, 2008
Frida my sweetie has never been able to play a sport she is way to bussy with her dancing, she has tried with “mom i really want to play soccer” but i allways said well you have to skip some dancing then and that has allways been out of the question.
T his summer she was not going to do any dance camps the theatre was enough and summer lessons starts at dance soon so no camp, so she had some free time and one day she called from our little town and said
“mom i found a la cross stick its realy cheap only $20 and usally theystart at $80 pleaseeeee can i buy it?”
Well she got the stick and a camp a week of la cross.
Her first day i looked at her and said mostly jokyingly,i dont want to hear nothing about any broken legs or twisted ankles, she smiled and went off.
ofcause she got a huge blister allready the first day at camp which she had to battle the whole week.
But she had fun,,,
However she didnt like when i came to take some photos of her so i didnt get many that was good..
she is such a cutie all legs and she got so tanned that week and i am sure she had loads of fun enough to keep on playing?? i dont know..
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July 5th, 2008
I lie a lot these days,
like in the store when i pay
what would they say if i burst into tears, and let out all my fears.
adding and i realy can not afford these food as i have no clue how i will pay the rent due soon.
would they politley say ohh i am so sorry have a nice day??
no i lie and say i am fine holding back the tears and fears.
and how are you i politelty ask as if i really wanted to hear
perhaps her or his day is just as shitty as mine or perhpas he or she just has a pain in some place i realy do not want to hear.
have a nice day it most times ends with and I think to my self no i dont have a nice, day nor will I. And i probably wont have one in a very long time either but i force a smile and whises them they same, hoping that at least they will.
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July 5th, 2008
I think I need to do a lot off cards on this theme I have so many people aroudn me right now that i need
to tell how much they truly mean to me.
I am going through bad times so bad i can not really write about them as i am afraid of it coming back to nip me in the butt.
Its so bad i cant even tell all the people whom are close to me due to that i just do not have streanght enough.
But this card are for two very special ladies whom are helping me so much, not only with practical things like letting me have one of there cars
but also to listen to me when i feel extremly down and telling my i am good and it will all be good in the end.
I think its easy to forget to say to people around you how much they mean and am really bad on that my slef even thought i do think about it all the time.
Now at least one card is done what to attach it to i do not yet know but i hope it soon will go to whom i made it for.
Right now its extreamly hard for me to find inner peace enough as well as time to sit down and create even thought right now is probably when i need it as most.
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July 5th, 2008
Maja Our latest mom
she had 4 kittens and i am sure i have earlier photos then this but this was aone warm day when she decided the cage was just to hot to stay in.
Maja is a beauty we do think she is a Norviegen Forrest cat and she has a very sweet nature however she is way to young to be a mom and is pretty clueless, she didnt do anything right when they was born and i am glad i was home when it happend.
now she never been able to lift her babies and they all was very early whit climbing out of the cage so i would wake up in the middle of the night cuase some one had crawled out and then was standing screaming wanting back in to the cage. Now they are old enough to climb my bed where then mostely are found.
This is little Agnes
she is the smallest in the litter and my girls named her after their youngest cousin.
This is Katja
she is named after our former dog as she has the same colors and she is a wild little thing extremly cute and she has the litters best “who me” look.
This is Anton
He was for the longest time just to darn cute for a boys name, but finaly my girls decided he was cute as thier cuosin anton and so he and his sister got their names.
saddly this photo do not show how cute he really are.
we also have
Linus
whom are named after my favorite toy my little soft rabbit with whom i could not sleep without for way to may years as a child.
he got his name due to the fact his gray and his a cuddler and he was the first one whom sleept cuddling with me a whole night.
first we had russian names on all of them Ivan Boris Katja and Nadja.
These are our last litter and they are now soon turning 6 weeks so its not long time left with them.
Wiliam one of Wilmas kittens was teh first one to be adopted soon followed by the two gray kittens whom i didnt really want to let go off i am still a bit uppset about it as i had said i wanted to keep the girl. they are two gorgous kittens a mix of russian blue and main coone and domestic short hair. really cute kittens.
and two days ago Bellas kittens Sofia and Axel was adopted. Irma and Tilda are in the store so we will soon have only momies in our house and no matter how tired we are off cleaning litter boxes and all other sort of messes little kittens make, i think we all are a bit sad that the season is soon ending.
Here they are a little younger
Anton
Linus
Katja
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June 2nd, 2008
Guess what I am making
Recycling trash
Messure and cut
punch the edges for a nicer finish
paint it several times some papers are thin so i dont want anything to shine through
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May 30th, 2008
Today my DD Lovisa had her first real Dance the dress has been hanging in her closet for a while and her shoes has been carefully walked in indoors and today a pedicure and manicure was on the schedule four close friends was going to get dressed and put make up on eachother (i am guessing) i was the nice mom whom drove dresses and then sleeping attire to the house where they all will sleep after the dance. I was a little sad they didnt want to get ready in our house as we are closest to school but with all the cats i guess it was good they didnt.
any way i had time to take a few photos sadly it had allready became dark enough for need of flash and most photos came out bad but here she is my little beauty
But when i got two text messages to keep me informed about whom she had danced with during not after but during
it all made up for the fact she didnt get her self ready here at home. She is so close to me and she shares so much with me it just comes natural for her to speak to me about her every day things and i am so happy we have that relation i truly truly consider my self as fortune…
fortune enough to not write what she texted me thought i so want to.
I try to tell my self i should blog more often and write about every day things that happens as so much happens in my life that i want to rember share and just get of my chest but every night when i get to bed i am so exhusted there is simply not possible or i force my self and I am not writting all to good, just kind of rushing through the things i want to get down.
Cleaning and feeding all these cats takes a lot of time and i am realy worne out when i am done for the night lucky for them they are so cute…
Fridays I drive kittens for P.A.L.S to the vet i pick them up at the store where i volunteer and drive to Dr T whom is a good 30 mins away often with some where between 5 to 20 cats in the car i think i been over 20 but i cant rember today it was twenty and it was nosy i am happy i ahad three kids and are sort good on not letting whining get to me i can close it out pretty good and concentarte on driving I have to say cats is way harder then kids all of a sudden some one gives up a heartstopping scream and i have no idea why and what and i cant ask them and the sound can be comletly new to me as it may be a kitten i havent meet before
sylvester Emil Nisse loved child has many names and this lil cute boy is deeply loved his a cuddle bug but playfull his gonna be a big big boy i think
Pixie Molly Ida we cant decide on these kittens they are so cute and just as full of mischeif as they look
i can hear the little paws waddle and run and jump all day long they are so sweet so sweet and thiere mom is the best kitten i have in the house she is just a pleasure and some one gave her up i cant belive how one could give a cat like her up she is nothing but love ..
tomorrow i will bring WIlmas three kittens to the store its whit a heavy heart i am doing that but i know this is the best WIlma is so thin i need to get meds into he and she needs a break cuase she aint taking one she is sucha super mom she still nurses them like crazy they are truky to old o get that much milk.
oh now i can bearly keep my eyes open i guess blogging in the morning is my thing and not in the night
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