I lie a lot these days,
like in the store when i pay
what would they say if i burst into tears, and let out all my fears.
adding and i realy can not afford these food as i have no clue how i will pay the rent due soon.
would they politley say ohh i am so sorry have a nice day??
no i lie and say i am fine holding back the tears and fears.
and how are you i politelty ask as if i really wanted to hear
perhaps her or his day is just as shitty as mine or perhpas he or she just has a pain in some place i realy do not want to hear.
have a nice day it most times ends with and I think to my self no i dont have a nice, day nor will I. And i probably wont have one in a very long time either but i force a smile and whises them they same, hoping that at least they will.
Hey girl! I wish I was there to lend an ear. To let you vent. To talk it out. I know everyone keeps telling you it will get better. It will. Sorry you are sad. Sorry things are tough. I wish that I could help you out some how…
Sister, tears are in my eyes whilte writing this. It´s such a lovely photo of such a lovely day. It was perfect…then. Lifw goes on an people change. You changed, he changed. Life is not perfect right now. I know. But if ou look at what you have (three wonderful children who adores you and sees you as the sunshine in their lífe) you must feel somewhat happy, or? I love you soo much and know what strenght you have. you´ve been the sunshine in my life too and I really want to stand by your side. I am here when you need me and want to lend an ear or a shoulder to cry on, even ifi it is an imaginary one with the distance an all. Love you to eternity and beyond (as Buzz Lightyear should had said)
XOX,
Lil’sis